I’ve always known that the key factor and ultimately what will help me greatly is to always stay occupied and busy. Being busy is the greatest thing when it comes to you, because when I am busy I have no time or room to even think about you. I love being busy and always up and doing something because as I get through the days without not even thinking about you or If I do i only ponder on it for less then three seconds and then move on with myself and day. It is just great. I am trying. I know I still have a lot of work. But I am glad that I’ve been busy and will continue to keep myself occupied with things and matters that actually do something for me and my life. You were never good for me and It is about time it really just sinks in and instead of me trying to make it work in my head or trying to find reasons that I just let it be and as I always focus on myself. Because I matter the most and you don’t and I will just be fine. I will have bad days where I will want to run back to you because I feel lonely for that one hour or few minutes but staying strong is something I yet have to prove to myself when it comes to you. I will be strong not just for me but because it will help my future self :)
